The Angel In You...

When I was lito
I thought I knew
Angels must have wings
and halos, too

They must be white
And spread their wings
And touch the heart
When they sing

They must be pure
And full of life
They dance in wonder
in Heaven's light

But now I 'know'
And it must be true
I've found my Angel
And it is you...

Loneliness

Loneliness is always looking for a friend
It found me once and it has been around since then
Loneliness is never waiting by the door
It sweeps right through and it will never be ignored
Why, why was I chosen?
Why am I left without?

The love of my life, the love that I need
The love that they say is in life for free
The love of dreams, the love that I want
Loneliness knows me by name

Loneliness knows everything I keep inside
My endless thought in the silence of the night
Loneliness is the one who made me see
Ain't nobody else who can make a change but me
Why, why was I chosen?
Why am I left without?

Less is more and that would be the vacant space
The cried out tears and a never ending maze
I have found what only loneliness provides
A strength within knowing I will find...

*Heartbroken*

Whenever I look at you, I just want to cry,
When I see you with her, it hurts me inside,
I wish that your arms were around me holding me tight,
And knowing that you're next to me would be so right,
There are so many little things that I want so much,
A kiss goodnight, a playful hug;
Just a single touch,
I know that your heart belongs to another girl,
But I hope that I could just be a part of your world,
You said you loved me, but did you mean those words?

Darkness

Through the darkness,
Your heart would pierce.
And as the world I know,
Fades away into the endless void.
You will stand there,
Posture straight,
And hold your head high.
Waiting for me to come to you.
Your heart is my guide,
On how to find you.
And till I reach you,
The mountains would die,
The sea gone dry,
The stars stop shimmering,
Waiting for love to recombine again,
Before time, and after time.

~ Yesterday's tears ~

Yesterday's tears build a river,
Washing the soul of its pain...
Cleansing the heart and mind,
Like a gentle sweet spring rain.
When you feel you have cried your river
And the throat aches from tears shed
And the mind is exhausted from feeling
Or the heart feels it is now dead...
Raise your eyes to the skies and recall
How beautiful a full moon can be.
See the stars shining gently on us all,
And remember how good friends can be.
Call those friends you know is there,
Waiting to help you escape your pain,
The one who does not judge but listens...
So you may one-day love again!

I Cried For You

I cried for you last night
When I tried to sleep
Wish I had more of you
Than just a memory to keep

If I closed my eyes
Could it be just once upon a time?
When I was yours and
When you were mine

And if I closed my eyes
Would you hold on to me forever?
A dream we'd fined a way
To always be together

I cried for you last night
Let the tears drown out my pain
And dreamed of when we could
Be together forever and a day

I cried for you last night
When I tried to sleep
Wish I had more than just
This fading dream to keep...

Confused

I wish you could let me know
what you are thinking
maybe I won't be confused anymore
maybe my heart will stop wishing
I wish you could let me know
what are you feeling inside
you don't have to be afraid
your feelings you don't have to hide
I've been so confused lately
to you, I don't know wut to say
sometimes, I don't feelin anything,
but other times, I don't want to take my heart away.
every time our eyes meet,
it seems as if they're saying
that you need me, and that I need you....
or maybe they are just lying..
just tell me, tell
how you truly feel-
maybe we can be together
and our love can be for real